Tuesday, February 22, 2022

Betrayal


To the little girl 
Whose dreams I couldn’t  fulfil 
Whose eyes of wonder are filled with tears 

Which I didn’t wipe when she needed me the most

Who I didn’t hold, when she was hurt

Who I didn’t love, with my whole being 

Who I shamed when she didnt make me proud  

And blamed when he broke her heart 

Who I hurt - unknowingly - in so many ways 

For I didn’t know any better then 

In that pain, I was also broken 


I’m sorry I didn’t stand up for you 

I’m sorry I didn’t let you speak your mind

I let you feel small and I let you feel bad 

I let you cry alone when you were sad 

I didn’t know how to help you fit in 

I didn’t know it would be better if you didn’t 

I pushed you to take the fall 

Because I too afraid to make the call 

Let me apologise, don’t stop me today

Together then we will find a way 

To love you and to honour me 

So we can live authentically 


I set you free, o little one 

Of all the memories I trapped you in 

Held you back, didn’t let you grow

Too afraid to let you go 

To everything you didn’t achieve 

To all the heights you didn’t reach 

Those roads were not our path to travel 

We wait now, for life to unravel 

Merge within me, while we take a chance 

Sing with me, do the happy dance 

I dream again, for us both

Come little girl, come on forth